I don't know.
I know my thoughts, and I see things, yet others show whole worlds--Did I just not see?
Or just not know?
(I don't know)
I am not quite sure which parts are real
or how long to wait
something will happen-
either the explosion of a firecracker
or the slowburn of a sparkler until it gradually dies out
I don't know which
but either way, am concerned for my hands.
My only decision is how to turn away
so that regardless of the outcome
I'll be able to find some pleasure as whatever happens, happens
(It's time to go back to work. Hospitals are great for putting life and concerns into perspective. I'm glad that God knows me, and knows best).